Christians, I'd like to know something?

where did you get the notion that we are fighting ourselves? Spiritual warfare is not a fight ageist flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. There is no against myself. I will tell you honestly, you may never have to worry about it, but there is very real presence of evil beings and heavenly beings, when you are a child of God living for Christ, you will see spiritual warfare. Some churches may try to hype it up that the devil is always after them, but it is just their own disobedience to God's word. The struggle is real. If you really do care about these things, go to bible web sites like biblegateway.com or blueletterbible.org and find out instead of asking on an open forum that'll be biased. Christians learn from the bible, if you want to know, go to the source first, then ask for help. Good luck, and may the Lords blessings and conviction overtake you.