Does it mean he doesnt love me?

A try on what? What did he do that seems he needs to be trained again? He shows you respect ok by going on a dating site, yeah right! Get real young lady but no one goes on a dating site if they have a person in their life. And he needed attention ok that is confusing if you just praised him as an idol. This isn't a healthy relationship to a point that you're defending his actions. What was his old self and by any chance did you change him? You seem a bit controlling. This mess is too confusing to continue making anymore heads or tails of it. Its your problem and now you must work it through. Do you really know if he's not talking with other girls on that dating site? Ok, this bf is guilt. Ok, you forgive him than he does it again than what are you going to be his doormat.